Oneil McDove VIP Guest Writer

We all have demons in our lives but it’s not the dark apparitions that we see on TV it’s the people we see in our everyday lives, the people that we envy or hate, the people that we argue with, the ones we physically or emotionally harm in some shape or form and it’s not that you hate qualities in these specific people but that they remind us of ourselves & reflect the qualities about ourselves that we wish we had more of or that we wish we didn’t have at all, so what do we do, we alleviate our pain not by fighting or fixing out own demons, but by harming the people that remind us of our demons, by harming the people that remind us of the things that we don’t like about ourselves and when we become frustrated that we are not in control of our emotions because we do not know what is affecting or controlling our emotions we take that out on others, we take it out on absolutely anything or anyone else that show us or that act as a catalyst for our hatred. The people who love us are perfect because we know that they love us and wont defend themselves, hence becoming the perfect catalyst for our aggression, our confusion, our self hatred, our anger, just take it out on the ones who loves us.

Think of the lack of compassion you must have to feel no semblance of sympathy towards individuals who may have done you wrong whether knowingly or unknowingly. I will tell you what’s even more dangerous it not the people who do or did you wrong, it’s the persons that are against such behavior and are self righteous enough to feel that it’s their duty to wish harm in an inhumane way. These persons take subconscious hatred and cruel behavior to a whole new level of conscious cruel behavior because they feel justified in their minds that what they are doing is perfectly normal. These are the people who harbor so much inner hate and resentment cause they don’t realize that it’s just another form of the same exact hatred, so to keep from facing our inner demons consistently what do we do; allow our egos to come up with another form of esoteric hatred and cruelty to trick us into displaying the same form of self hatred and indignant attitude but just in another way and to someone else but the emptiness will always find a way back in no matter how many time they try to transfer blame.

 We need chaos, we beg for catastrophe in our lives, cuz if we don’t have these things, we start to notice these things in ourselves and that’s what we don’t want. We can deal with chaos as long as it is not in ourselves.

Just one moment of our realization of self hate is way more to deal with than all the problems in the world.

This is just information you can respond to it any way you so choose because information is just information, it’s not wrong or right, it’s not good or bad; it’s just information & what you do with it is only dependent on you; no one is an author on it just give it an honest and open mind, no matter how many people tell you that you are right or wrong, you know that you are not dependent upon their approval.

If we can question our own actions and thought process, our own and If we make a conscious decision to what we feel is right everyday – that is true divinity, that’s real compassion and love and then we can truly know what it feels like to be alive filled with LIFE and not us just existing but really living.